I'm trying to get an entry down before I get sleepy and have to lay my head down to "rest" for a bit. Body wants sleep ...brain? does. not. want. grrrr. do not want to resort to self-medicating. I suppose, for now, i aim to document some "eventful" moments during yesterday's stupefied escapade (aka: attempted life participation).

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I don't know if I want to go out now ...it's going to be really hot today, and knowing me ...I'll be out there with a big puffy jacket on with jeans. Brandy doesn't exactly cool the body down either. I'm not feeling tired though ...it's 11 am. The sound of cars outside is freaking me out ... it's making the world feel big out there.

I don't even ( Read more... )

So it's 3 am. My sleep cycles are so erratic lately. Not that i mind, I consider myself an after midnight person. Things are quieter. The world is asleep, and i am at peace because i am wide awake. It reminds me of that song "midnight in a perfect world" ...I believe that the world is only perfect when it's midnight. I'm feeling kind of avoidant, ( Read more... )